~SiMpLiCaTeD cOnNeCtIoN~

2009-12-12T21:12:00.002+08:00

Such an ironic this time...usually, i would have to say "sorry, i can't make it." to people who ask me out especially on weekends due to some family matter..this time, when i'm available to be out the whole day or even till late night, i stayed at home instead..i found it funny too..sometimes, i would wish that i do have the chance to be out but today, i didn't even step out of my house.. staying at home throughout the weekend may sound pathetic or boring for some people..but for me, i don't really look at it that way..there's many thing that can be done at home too (though i didn't do much today), furthermore, going on weekend, i'm sure it will be packed everywhere..so queues are inevitable..just simply find it funny that why can't things happen when i'm free and so available which then i won't have to crack my head on finding ways to make myself free... had a disappointment yesterday..it was rather great impact on me as i almost got something and yet eventually lost it..felt sad and disappointed..i thought finally i managed to get something after so long...but at the end, i didn't.. can only hope to have a better one next time...

2009-12-10T23:32:00.003+08:00

My apology for the long wait of updates..this is my first entry for the month when it is almost about half of the month gone..hahaha! there were actually quite a number of things that i have done and several events happened for the past few weeks but was too lazy and didn't really have chance to update here so didn't mentioned them..haha! but anyway, whenever there's photos taken during those times, they are all being uploaded to my facebook..

this morning, i went for an audition..it was again at another "ulu ulu" place..at kallang way..at first i tried finding the location through street directory, however, there was a little confusion with the address given so was not really sure of the exact location. hence, only managed to get myself to reach the main road then go around and ask people there on the direction for the destination i'm heading to. asked 1, he said he was sending people there only so not familiar with the place. asked 2nd, he said not very sure. finally, asked a female security guard, luckily she can tell me exactly the location and even pointed out to me on how i can get there..it was a quite hot at that moment, and it took me about 10 mins to walk there. imagine with make up on and i wore a knitted material top, you can think how hot i was...

see how "ulu" it was..

2009-11-26T15:03:00.003+08:00

Alright...seems like i haven't been updating here for quite sometime and even if i did, i only gave a brief details of what i have done..my apology to you reader out there..my bad okie..haven't really got chance to update everything here..basically i'm trying to get the photos taken through the past entire month up to my facebook, so lots of tagging to be done..

ever since 4th of this month, i was busy till yesterday i would say...it started of with helping out at my friend's event at grand hyatt (photos uploaded), then went to apec for about 1 week but 2 weekends (photos uploaded), followed by helping out at another event for my friend again at RP for 3 days (photos yet to be uploaded).. then came a weekend spent with my family and a day with my threesome where we finally get to watch 2012...after which, went to work at e2i and had an audition..see, rather packed right..

talking about the audition, it was for a hair dye product..man, asked me go to a super "ulu" place for the audition..at joo chiat area..initially i find it a bit weird as that area seems to be filled with private houses, how come will have company operating there..furthermore, when i was there, the address seems to be a house to me...at first, i doubt the creditability of the company as the place i'm supposed to go was indeed a bungalow..don't know they will do to me inside the house but i still went in...then, everything went okie, not as what i thought.. and i really agree the chinese saying of "tai shang yi fen zhong, tai xia shi nian gong". i prepared myself for the whole morning and the whole audition process only took me less than 15 mins..imagine the efforts placed in...haiz..

the "ulu" place i went...so quiet..

2009-11-23T23:51:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone, sorry for being inactive for looong looooong time...was packed with things to do one after another so didn't have time to come online..didn't even switch on my com for the past 3 weeks...hahaha! many things to update but don't think i will be able to do it in one shot or rather one post..furthermore, i believe pictures speak a thousand words..hence, currently, i'm still trying to sort out all the photos that were took during these period and then i will upload them up in my facebook...just be patient and keep a look out both here and my facebook... =)

2009-11-11T00:44:00.002+08:00

Quick and short updates..was very occupied with my involvement in apec 2009 event at suntec that is going on currently...it has been my 5th day there..quite tired, my legs are aching and terrible tired..think i can simply go into sleep in less than a minute time if i close my eyes now..has been out before the day breaks and usually return close to midnight..can't wait for it to be over..rather tiring, hectic and energy consuming...imagine roaming around 4 storey everyday for more than 12 hours..anyway, pictures were taken but unfortunately, can only upload it after the entire event due to security purpose..hence, do keep a look out at my facebook for updates sometime around next week..alright, should stop here..left with 4 hours of sleep only to another day of my routines again..

2009-11-02T23:54:00.005+08:00

Didn't know this will really happen one day...no wonder it could be felt for quite some time..already wonder before that if it continue like this, how to sustain and will everything just remain the same or will it change...as time goes, environment changes, thing changes...totally lost and scared to hear about the response...is that it??? knew that this day will come but didn't expect it to happen in this way..why is it so?? why does intuition come so accurately?? it seems like it is on the rocks...a severe test...don't know if this is it...

2009-10-31T23:01:00.005+08:00

Updates for today...went out with my brother..we seldom go out together so decided to go out for a walk before we head to meet our mum for dinner in the evening..we went down to ion orchard for a walk as i have not been there before also..so shopped around, grabbed some small bites at the basement's food stores, walked around..guess what!! we saw david tao zhe there too..we bumped into him at pull and bear store where he was buying some clothes..at first, we didn't notice that it was him as both of us were just looking at the same section of clothes with him..then, he asked the staff for sizes for some shirt and my bro and i both began to realise that the voice sounds like someone..so we both took a closer look and realised that it's david, tao zhe!!!! he was in quite casual and there isn't people like his manager or so with him, probably because singapore unlike hong kong or taiwan where there is paparazzi no matter where you go...think there's more freedom in singapore and no worries of being reported as easily..not sure why he is in town for anyway..hahaha!

after which, we met up with mum and had dinner at a shop opposite tiong bahru market named "le le pot"..had steamboat there..well, not too bad, probably because it was raining also so it's rather good to have steamboat to warm ourselves...it cost about $20 each person..quite a variety of dishes and they also serve each a dessert after meal...a side dish that worth to be mentioned is their fried pumkin..initially i thought it will just be normal pumkin with fried skin..after tasting it, not bad..quite nice..the outer layer is crispy with a thin layer of pumkin and filled with red bean paste..quite unique and nice!! never taste this in other places before..

part of the dishes...

le le pot
left: coconut chysanthaman soup
right: salted vegetables fish soup

Fried pumkin

2009-10-31T00:41:00.002+08:00

Well, was too lazy to update during the past few days so now, quick update in one shot...nothing much happened..worked at e2i for 2 days...the rest was at home..met up with threesome just hours ago..anyway, it is 3/4 past midnight now but practically i still consider it as friday as i'm haven't call it off a day yet..haha! waiting for the repeat of my show...didn't watch it earlier to gotta wait till 2.15am for the repeat, thanks to the introduction of friday's movie on channel u...next week, "hot shot" will be broadcasted on weekdays 11.30pm which will also make the repeat of my show till 1+am instead of the usual 1 or 1.15am...it will be even later such as 1.30 or even 1.40am..

oh..there was 1 incident that i was angry with..on wednesday, it was raining heavily at around 11+am..however, it became drizzling around 12pm and because i was going to work, i thought that perhaps i should just walk to train station since it was just drizzling..then, not long later, a sudden pour again..what make it worst was that as i was walking along the pathway towards train station, a bus dashed through the traffic and resulted a pool of water on the roadside splashed on me..very "thanks" to the bus driver..the right side of my clothes were drenched just within 5 minutes since i stepped out of my house..because of this, i was super cold when i was in the train and my lower legs are wet throughout the day...luckily, i didn't get to see the bus' number plate if not, i will definitely "thank" the driver for being so "kind" to me...inconsiderate for other road users or pedestrians..

2009-10-26T14:39:00.002+08:00

Okie..let me give a short and sweet update..celebrated my cousin's 21st birthday over at his house yesterday..it was also sort of like a gathering with the relatives..bought a chocolate cake from polar cakes & puff as my present for my cousin..outcome: average..not really satisfied with the cake..found it a little dry on the sponge and don't really have the chocolate taste..then, had steamboat at his house, chit chat and laughters...pictures uploaded in my facebook..that's all folks.. =)

2009-10-24T00:32:00.002+08:00

Just past midnight now...a couple of hours ago, i had a super extremely spicy dinner that even until now i can feel the spicyness..it is the most spicy meal i ever have in my entire life until now..actually it was a home cooked dinner, however, because my mum has not try using the tub of chilli flakes that her colleague bought for her, this time she decided to use it on one of our dishes..oh man, we both didn't know the spicyness of the chilli flakes..my mum said that she only put a teaspoon of it while cooking the dish but it was super hot and spicy..when i grabbed one mouth of it to taste the dish, i can already feel the spicyness...during dinner, i was like...couldn't take it at all..every mouthful was super super super spicy..even with water to rinse the dish, it no longer help at all..my lips were totally red..after which, i can feel spicyness in my stomach..now is 2 hours of my dinner and i can still feel the spicyness in my stomach despite that i have drank lots of plain water..it doesn't seems to help..when i go for "small business" i can feel the hot and spicy in it too..don't know how it will be when it is totally digested tomorrow..in summary, it was an extremely spicy & terrible dinner i ever had... =(

2009-10-23T15:57:00.006+08:00

Was pretty busy recently so didn't really blog...anyway, just a short update..was at e2i..for the first time, we did screening outside..went to ntuc centre at one marina boulevard..it was my first time there too..haven been returning there for quite sometime ever since i left coffee club..it changed..many things over changed..even the passage way were different already..the atmosphere of the screening place was not bad..the view was nice..can see marina bay sands literally and the floating platform..then i realised that people staying at marina sands hotel can actually view the national day parade without having to squeeze with public and can relax at their own room...

the left view..

the right view..

there will be a new show on tv channel u on friday's evening - Death Note..then i realised that if i missed my show at 5pm, i gotta stay up till 2am to watch its repeat instead of the usual 1am..which means i can only sleep after 3am..so guess i better try not to miss any of my show on fridays if not, it will be a struggling to stay up till 2am..

yesterday, i went to look for cakes for my cousin's coming 21st birthday this weekend as i promised to get one for him..there are quite a number of bakery at northpoint so i can afford to look around before deciding on where to buy from..was shortlisting prima deli, polar cakes & puff and four leaves..find that prima deli not bad, just that maybe the outlook of the cake not as nice, polar cake also not bad but afraid that the size may be too small..then when i went to four leaves, deciding which chocolate cake is better, the sales girl came and asked "which cake you want to order?" and i replied "let me take a look first." then she gave me a kind of look and just turned back with an attitude as though like i'm wasting here time. she didn't even serve or explain anything to me..actually i was quite keen on their cakes as i think it is bigger and is most likely the type of chocolate cake i'm looking for but because of her attitude and service, i left for polar cakes instead...too bad, they lost my business just because of that sales girl..hahaha!

2009-10-18T18:20:00.005+08:00

Assisted in cooking..amazingly, my mum and i thought of a few dishes that we would like to eat but not sure if the ingredients are available in the market as sometimes you might not be able to all those ingredients as you planned on what to cook, it all depends on what the vendors have to sell..so we thought of a few dishes..in the end, we happened to see most of the ingredients for those dishes we thought of so my mum decided to buy them all...hence, we ended up buying ingredients that are enough for us to eat for almost the whole of next week..fantastic!! at least we don't have to trouble on what to buy for next few days' dinner since we both will be working.. although we will need to cook, it's still better than having to decide what for buy for dinner everyday and it is also healthier to eat home-cooked food..it is cleaner and without MSG...after we prepare and cook today's dishes, it is already close to 4pm..supposedly to have lunch and dinner..end up, we have late lunch and probably will still have dinner later but at slight later timing..luckily we didn't really eat too full for lunch..

Left to right:
pan-fried fish in tomato sauce,
stir-fried eggs with alcohol & ginger,
stir-fried vegetables

2009-10-14T19:23:00.008+08:00

Met up with my grandmother today..brought her for a meal and roam around..since i'm free so just thought of meeting her up whenever i can..she had also spent some efforts in taking care of me when i was still a kid..now that we have all grown up, we also seldom meet her and some more she lives with my uncle and at times claimed that she's quite lonely and boring...we then went tampines, had lunch with her and had coffee at ya kun..then something happened..as we were on our way walking from mrt to tampines mall, i was injured..it was a open space area and don't know what dropped from the above and it hit my arm..at that time, i felt a sharp pain instantly and also heard some noise like something hit the bicycle that was beside me..then, i realised that the thing that hit me cut my arm, the skin torn and bleed a little..my reaction was "what the hell...what was it that fell off from above...my hand....". it was like i didn't even do anything and was merely just walking along the street and then got injured..then, i suspect that it could be a branch that fell of from the tree or so and i'm just so happened to be walking pass it, as there is nothing else above us so couldn't think of what it was...well, this proves that accident do happen when it wants..probably this is an incident fated for me to go through today..or maybe like what my grandma says: "maybe i did something wrong to the tree in my previous life and now it's my turn to repay back." hahaha! but it is really stupid and unbelievable incident...

image of the cut immediately (started swelling)

the cut abt 1 hour later..(after washing)

2009-10-12T19:05:00.002+08:00

Since quite a long time i have been to vivocity..ever since i left sentosa, not many chances will i travel all the way there..because of this, think dropby there once in a awhile is not a bad idea..met up with km..watched movie and took a scroll there..watched "the message"..it was the first movie that we both didn't know what was it about and neither have we watch its trailer nor read its description before..all i know was it is a movie in mandarin..afterall, it was a not bad movie..thriller kind..the movie makes you think as the story progress..you will start to think who is involve and also guess what the ending of show..not too bad..but i find some scenes quite disgusting and cruel..they have some human torturing scenes..can be disgusting at times especially if you are the kind of imaginative person like myself...

after which, we just scroll around the malls...realised that there is ship that was opened to public..it actually held a book fair on the ship where people can just board on the ship and read or find all kinds of books...quite interesting..from the outside, i saw shelves of books in the ship..quite amazing though it is a stagnant ship that won't depart..hahaha!

2009-10-11T02:10:00.010+08:00

Currently is 2am...actually wanted to update blog earlier, meaning when it was still saturday..anyway, in fact, i still can consider now as saturday right..hahaha!! finally got to collect my stuff from the person that was mentioned in my previous entry..just basically went there, take and go..such a simple and easy task, i also don't know have to drag till now..went to bishan earlier, played arcade..as usual, attempted to win some bears from those bears catching machines..saw a machine that has super big size taz mania..it attracted my attention and intention to play it as my bro ever said in joking manner to buy him that bear..so thought if i can catch it with little amount of money, think he will be happy and surprised..we saw it before in store, selling at around $59..hence, if it is able to catch it at a few bucks, why not right..so tried my luck, spent about $4 bucks on it but didn't catch so gave up..km even more greedy..he played a machine that has the biggest bear on the case in the whole arcade..however, guess it just wasn't our luck, we didn't manage to catch any..but enjoyed the process of it..

big-sized taz mania

biggest bear in arcade

2009-10-09T23:25:00.002+08:00

Super angry this morning...if i had a basketball and was at the basketball court, i would have slamed the ball to the board..can imagine how angry and frustrated i was...this is the 5th time that i was being "fly aeroplane" by the person i'm supposed to meet in order to collect some stuff..what so hard about collecting some stuff? it just requires a tiny bit of time and i can be pushed away 5 times...and what's worst was that i was only being told about the change of appointment when i'm all ready and about to leave my house...i did all my preparations just for it then i was already outside on my way to take train and i was told to change to another date...i was supposed to work at e2i at a later timing of the day..so i specially woke up early, dressed up and all, thinking that i finally can get to collect my things, then it changed AGAIN!!! furthermore, i'm already out of my house...made me like an idiot to walk a big round from my house to mrt and return back to my house again..it was very hot this morning, it wasn't fun at all to walk here and there for nothing..i felt like an idiot..wasting my time and effort..then what for did i woke up early this morning..i could have jolly well sleep in till later time, relax myself and take my own sweet time to prepare myself for work in the noon..at that point of time, i'm super extremely angry..if there's a boxing machine that we usually see in the arcade front of me at that time, i think i will be able to hit and get a score of at least 800+ to 900 points...

after work, went home..thought of getting dinner while on the way back but couldn't decide what to have..everyday think of the same question..just simply don't know what to eat and also don't have any cravings so eventually decided to make my own spaghetti for dinner..ended up, the spaghetti sauce i have spoilt even though it was not expired yet..also don't know why it will turned bad as i kept it in the fridge..then as my noodles are already halfway cooked so no choice but just to have plain spaghetti with crabmeat sticks and a canned of vegetables..haiz..maybe today is just simply not my day...

2009-10-08T16:39:00.002+08:00

Hate this kind of feelings..kept being "fly aeroplane" and delayed..was supposed to go somewhere to get some stuff since early this week, then it was pushed to mid of the week..then changed to a day later..den changed again to another day later..initially, it was supposed to be ready about 1-2 months ago..then was told to wait for a week and a week and another week... so many delays, don't even know when will be the certain date that i can get my stuff..because of this, i ended up staying at home today, spoilt my plan..stayed at home, washed clothes then worst of all is that, don't know whether was it me or my mum who forgot to remove some sort of paper or tissue paper from the clothes' pocket and it shredded and stained on all clothes..i tried very hard to clear and also rinsed them many times but don't seems to help..haiz...to worsen the day was...i cooked herbal tea and scooped a cup of it and placed it on the kitchen table to cool it as well as to drink it as and when i want to..never did i know that ants were attack it that fast even though i didn't really put much sugar while cooking it..what's worst was that, as i came out from my room, i just grab my cup and drank a mouthful of it then i realised that there was several tiny ants on it already..my reaction was like...yucks..super disgusting...i quickly threw out the mouth of it that i haven't swollow..but the thing was i already swollowed a mouth of it before i came to realise there's ants..don't even know if i swollowed the ants too..oh my god!!!! it's totally disgusting....the only thing i can do was to drink down more plain water, hope that it will help to clear if i really did drank down the ants...argh!!! don't want to think about...

2009-10-06T18:17:00.002+08:00

Spent almost whole day doing household chores..clearing up some areas in the kitchen, mopped floor, cleaned the bathroom, etc..don't know why, just had the feeling of doing some household chores today..so spent the whole afternoon doing cleaning..quite satisfied upon completing it and feel the results..nice~! after some hard work, then can relax myself and reward myself..by evening, just sit down, watch tv and relax..sometimes, i just don't feel like doing anything..but if i want, a day can be spent fruitfully too.. =)

2009-10-04T23:25:00.002+08:00

Am i a kind soul?? as i opened my letter box earlier this evening, there was a letter which seems weird to me and i realised that it does not belongs to any of my family members..it was printed with another unit number..guess probably the postman slotted in the letter too fast and inserted it wrongly to my letter box instead..upon looking clearly at the unit number, it was not near my house's section though it's on the same storey..(if those don't know, my house's level is divided into 2 sections of 6 units each..) meaning, if the unit is not at my section, one has to take the lift the serves the section instead of the one i usually take unless we walk across 11 storey which links all units..therefore, at first, i tried to see if i can insert the letter into the correct unit, yet, as theirs is locked at the opening, i can't put it in..then, i thought of slotting it into the "returned mail" letter box...but thinking about it, it's not that the letter was to the wrong person with the correct unit number..it's just that it was inserted into the wrong letter box..so i took the trouble to take lift up to level 11, walked across to another section, climbed the stairs up and became literally a postman to deliver the letter straight to the unit stated according to the letter..this was the first time after almost a year that i climbed the stairs again from 11 storey back to my house's storey even though there's lift that serves me directly to my desired level..well, though it took me an extra 5 minutes to do that, i felt that i did something good..accumulating some good deeds..hahaha!

2009-10-03T14:00:00.002+08:00

Congratulations!!! it was one of my ex secondary schoolmate cum basketball player cum sister's wedding last night..it was held at hilton hotel for her wedding dinner...in the past, we addressed ourselves as 4 sisters where she's the youngest among us..now, she got married and is the first of the 4 of us..felt so happy for her..i attended her dinner and during it, i can feel the happiness of her marriage..see her so happy and very blissful...i believe many people there will also feel the same way..if you are not married, you may even be influenced and have the urge to get married too..but not so much for me though i really felt the blissful between them and really happy for her when seeing her on stage cutting the wedding cake, toasting and giving speech... time really flies..it felt as though it was yesterday that we were still on the basketball court playing matches and now she got married..to really count, we knew each other for about 10 years since we were in choir and played basketball..a decade of friendship..can't deny that we have all grown up so fast..

her gowns for the dinner were very nice and she's totally gorgeous..especially when she changed into a bright red dinner gown..i felt that it was special as seldom people will choose such a bright colour..the dinner started quite late around 8+ towards 9pm as i think many guests arrived late too so eventually it ended after 11pm...saw how tired the bride was after a whole of day of activity and in preparation for everything..she told me that she didn't sleep at all the previous night..pity her..hope she could get enough rest today...wish her all the best in her marriage life and lead a sweet and loving new chapter with her hubby..i know he will take very good care of her.. =)

Congratulations to Mr & Mrs Terrance & Veron Wong!!!

2009-09-30T10:12:00.003+08:00

It's good that northpoint is being upgraded into a shopping mall with more interesting stores...now, even famous amos will be in too..great!! i can get things just a distance away from my home instead of travelling all the way down to town or so..last time before it was being upgraded with an extension, there wasn't really nothing much to shop and seldom will we shop at northpoint, the most only have meals there or only when there's things that we need to buy then we will go to the mall.now, there's also more f&b outlets which provide us with more as well as new choices just within distance..there's seoul garden, manhattan fish market, pasta mania, xin wang cafe, breeks, thai express and many more. party world will be coming up soon too. so cool..all under one roof..in the past, i was still complaining that yishun doesn't have what was already existing in nearby areas like bishan or woodlands..earlier days, there wasn't breadtalk so i was saying to my friends that i doubt yishun will have one as there's already one at bishan and woodlands. eventually, it did open one branch here... there's more retail shops too like mini toons, cotton on, etc.. hence, we no longer have to travel all the way down to town to get something which we always deemed that only town or far distance away shopping malls will have them..applause to northpoint management team..they finally "open up" their mindset..hahaha!

2009-09-25T16:17:00.003+08:00

Intended to make some chawa mushi (japanese steamed eggs) for my family, hence, i went to search for ingredients required from a kitchen cabinet..then, i realised that there was some little insects on the cabinet..so i took a closer look and lifted up those packet of things that are covering the insects..to my astonishment,those insects infested almost the whole of my cabinet..there was many of them..as they were very tiny, i can't really tell how many there was..all i know was that the whole cabinet was full of them..i also don't know what insect was that but they are very tiny of the same size as ants but not so many legs, they don't have wings...then, i realised that it was a packet of dried chinese mushroom (dong gu) that attracted them..there was this packet of dried chinese mushroom which we kept it there after we used it and packed it with plastic bags..i guess it spoilt or turn mouldy that attracted those insects..the whole packet of it was surrounded by many of those insects, i don't even know if they have already build a nest inside or not..it's very disgusting when i see it..i had goosebumps when i saw it and thinking how to deal with it.. it took me almost an hour to clear them up and make sure that all other areas in the cabinet were not affected..made me sweat like crazy while clearing..it was super disgusting..not sure how long have they been there already...

little spots are the insects..
see how many there were..

*yucks*

2009-09-23T23:48:00.002+08:00

Guess i'm have a close relation with redhill area..when i was young, i lived there with my grandmother..studied kindergarten there too..however, due to changes and upgrade of that area, the place where my childhood memories were has now become new high flats..sad..all my childhood area such as playgrounds,etc are all gone..my primary school was also there..currently, the school has became a special school though the buildings are still there...after which, although i left there when i was about 10 years then never really went back that area for quite sometime until i went university..so coincidentally, my university campus was also at that area..although it was not really located at redhill, my friend and i will still take train to redhill and walk over to our campus so i was back to redhill area again for about a year until it moved to balestier. hence, i thought i will not really have chance to be at redhill again. then, the ad hoc job that i'm currently working for is at redhill e2i as well. therefore, i'm back to redhill again. seems like i have much fate with redhill..from young till now, no matter what i do, i will still be at redhill area..hahaha!

2009-09-22T23:04:00.003+08:00

At last, i watched "the proposal" movie...managed to catch it before it is off the screen..i guess it will very likely to be no longer screening after this week..it was quite a funny movie as expected..overall, not bad, lucky get to watch it..were at plaza singapura so went to arcade while waiting for movie's time..saw a very big piggy bear and winnie the pooh..don't know why, i just have the thinking of giving the bears to charity specifically orphanage if i managed to catch any of them at low cost..the bears are really big in size, about to my waist if i make it stand beside me...i believe if i could catch it and give it away, the kids especially should be very happy over it..too bad, i tried about twice on the piggy bear and once on the winnie the pooh, i didn't catch any..felt a little disappointed, probably i have this strong feeling of catching it and donate them to charity..too bad, time doesn't permit, if not, i will try a few more times..

got home and my mum surprised me with a gift..she bought a watch from her hotel for me with no reason..she said she found it very unique, nice and she heard only got a few pieces selling so she bought it for me..when i asked her for the price, she showed me the receipt, oh my god, it cost close to $100.. i think a little expensive as i won't buy it for myself..i won't spend that much of money on myself, if for someone important or close to me, perhaps i will but if for myself, with my character, i will ask myself a lot of questions and end up tell myself not to buy it..haha! but i'm really touched that she bought it for me..i don't have any of such similar watch before..but i'm also a little worried to wear it, its belt is made of leather..afraid that i will spoil it when i sweat or whatsoever..but it's a nice watch..

national flower's watch..
with diamond dust & mother of pearl

Purple in colour by 25 hours (limited edition)

2009-09-19T18:57:00.002+08:00

So dull today...was at km's house earlier today..had breakfast with his sis and mum..had a plate of chicken noodles then as his sis can't finish her roti prata, then ask me to eat together with a glass of grass jelly drink..what a filling breakfast..roaming around at his house, watched and also played computer games with his sis..watched tv..chit chat..both km and his sis took afternoon nap..really like brother like sister..haha! therefore, i got no choice but to self entertained myself...read my comic book, played viwawa, etc..don't know what's wrong with me recently too..keep falling asleep even though i didn't wanted to..for the past few days, i fell asleep on trains while on my way to and back home despite how much i told myself not to fall asleep as well as i'm not tired so don't sleep on trains..however, no matter i was standing or sitting down, i still fell asleep..don't know what's wrong, maybe there's a sleeping bug inside me unknowingly..even when i was reading my comic book, i also accidentally fell asleep unknowingly, i can't control at all...

several weeks ago, on the same day, i made wishes 4 times in a day..it was the same wishes throughout the 4 times, hoping that one day i will be granted...until today, i'm still hope on it, haven't give up yet..hope somehow and someone will hear my wish and grant it for me...it was a dull saturday, what's worst is that this week has a long weekend but i don't have that holiday mood at all..please colour up my life..add some colours for me...where's the rainbow after rain??

2009-09-18T23:32:00.002+08:00

Read Today newspaper, got to know that during F1 race week, it will be very hard to travel around town area especially near those race track areas due to road blocks..besides that, it was reported that there will be extended services for trains and buses which i think it is quite a good move and will really help people to get home cheaply even after the race..cabs will charge a surcharge of $5 for hiring at those areas starting from 10.30pm..imagine including midnight charges, i think it will be super expensive if one will to take cab home crossed the midnight unless you live nearby area..anyway, i bet that one will certainly have a hard time flagging a cab during time period like 9+ 10pm at those areas..as cab drivers are clever too..they will just hide somewhere till the clock strikes the surcharge period then, you will see a lot of them appearing suddenly..this happened this morning when i was going out around 7.45am..surcharge starts at 7.30am..as i was about to cross the road, a cab from a distance, used its high beam light to shine on me, thinking that i might want to take it even though i didn't show any movement of wanting to flag it at all..then it shine on me again..i was like "i don't want to take cab"..after that, i saw at least 3 -4 empty cabs across the road coming out from small road to the main road..it's quite obvious that they are simply waiting for surcharge period..i bet one will sure could't get a cab before that time..

anyway, although there is public transport during the race dates, i think it will still be pretty crowded to take trains and buses before and after the races..sure there will be tons of people rushing for them..if there's no program, i suggest everyone to stay away from that area and to be home early during that weekend..today is the last day of lunar 7th month already..tomorrow will be a brand new month..can go out till late with no worries..hahaha!

2009-09-17T21:12:00.002+08:00

Stayed at home today...resting and slacking..just somehow didn't feel like going out today..eventually, i was still outside at northpoint with my bro for a short shopping and wait for my mum to return as well as getting dinner..he finally came back after about a week, i think..i can see that my mum is so happy upon seeing him, so many things to talk and share when he's back.. went down to burn incense papers for 7th month..this year, did it a bit late, usually we will already burn it during the beginning of the festive, this year, it was towards the end then we burn..partly, because we couldn't get a date where everyone is around..well, i can see that my mum is happy to see my bro is back home..i'm also happy that he comes back..at least i have someone to talk to, also can get someone to go out with me even if it is just at northpoint..also got someone to share things with then not so bored alone at home..anyway, it's always good that one family is together right...now that all of us have already grown up, seldom will we quarrel or have conflicts too..so guess it is still good to have everyone all together as a family..

2009-09-16T10:39:00.002+08:00

OK..before i get any complaints or nagging from my fellow supporters here, i better update the missing part for the past couple of days..practically, i was out everyday till now as km injured his hand so went to accompany him and also be like sort of "maid" helping him to do whatever things that are he is inconvenient in doing them..somedays a bit lazy to wake up, always felt like lazing on the bed further..so far,only the first day i was pretty early, the rest, i usually reached around 10 or 11+am..hahaha! recently, i spotted someone using the same handphone as me..same model and colour. exactly the same. so far, i haven't seen anyone using the same handphone till that particular day.at that moment, i didn't dare to take mine out..shy..hahaha! well, it wasn't so bad afterall, i have been using this mobile for couple of months, and this is the first time i saw others with the same model and colour, at least i can self-console myself that not many using the same mobile as me and mine is unique...hahaha!

watched the movie "gamer" on tuesday. i would say, it's so-so only. quite action-pack but storyline so-so..it's a M18 movie so expected to have some nudity and violence involved. eventually, it wasn't as what i expected. if you ask me, i will say, if you have nothing to do and no more other movies to watch, then watch this. even km's brother also found it so-so. i wanted to watch "the proposal", not sure if it will still be screening by the time i get to watch it. hopefully yes..heard that it's funny and nice show. probably should find a time to catch it but doubt it will be this week as i'm quite occupied. hahaha!

2009-09-12T20:20:00.008+08:00

Another weekend...went for facial this noon, had sakae sushi as lunch with my mum at northpoint..got home, did some household chores such as dusting, cleaning ceiling lights' covers, mopping floor, etc..

while having lunch, we saw something which i found it too much and cruel.. there's a tank in the restaurant where they placed 2 lobsters inside it..what was cruel and i felt sorry was that the lobsters were tied up at their clams..if you look at them, they can't even swim to the top of the tank and can only swim around the bottom of the tank with their fillers (legs)..the way they swim seems to be very difficult for them and i felt pity that they can't even open up their clams which i supposed that's the reason why they can't swim to the top of tank...just imagine that one of our legs are being tied up, how can we walk properly right? this applies the same to them, the clams are also part of their legs..same goes to crabs in those seafood restaurants. but i think it isn't as bad for crabs as their clams are like their hands so they still can crawl even their clams are tied up...but it's totally different for lobsters. the way i saw them swimming inside the tank, it really makes me pity them especially when i saw one of it seems to be like struggling hard or trying to do something so that it can use its clams..this also reminded me of a tv programme that i watched recently, mentioning about some animals being captured for delicacies..so cruel and poor thing...think it's best if all humans can stop capturing them and also stop in demanding such food..there's so many other food that we can eat right..

cute mouse to fit into sakae's logo

lobster's clams being tied up

seems to be struggling...poor thing

2009-09-11T09:54:00.002+08:00

It's been almost a week that i have last updated here..hmm..was simply working at my adhoc place recently..wanted to go out with one of the threesome for a swim but keep couldn't make it..had running nose of tuesday's evening while i was half way working..then, didn't recover even after i took medicine at night.so didn't go for swimming the next day which we supposed to meet. then arranged to go today. but many things happened in just one day so ended up cancelled the plan also. initially, agreed to meet for swimming and accompany her to play badminton with her friends in the noon so that we can play doubles..so sorry to her..hahaha!

yesterday, many things happened!! while working half way, received missed call then realised that km injured his hand. 2 of his fingers were injured during his stay in camp and even got to have stitiches on them in hospital..gave me a fright.. then, scv set up box spoilt. it was spoilt the day before but recover in the evening then next morning spoilt again. fed up. called starhub to arrange technician for repair at my house. after which, then i realised that there's 2 wakes at the block's void deck opposite mine..this was the first time that i ever saw 2 wakes going on at the same time..occupying the whole block's void deck. because of this, my mum's emotion became unstable again. hope she gets better soon...

currently, at km's house as i didn't get to see his condition yesterday so come and visit him. woke up very early today, this is the first time that i woke up the same time as my mum. usually i will go to bed again after she wake up since i have nothing to do..hahaha! anyway, as per request from km's sis, she want me to say that i'm honoured to be at his house...we were just sitting beside each other and yet we are still msn-ing another party...funny and stupid right..that's the cons of msn...hahahaha!

2009-09-06T20:57:00.003+08:00

Some may ask how i celebrated my birthday..well, initially i don't really have any plans as so coincidentally, my family and him both were away during that day..hence, whenever i met up with anyone before that day, they will hear me whinning that i'm very pathetic..hahaha! hence, luckily, because of that, many of them helped to plan kind of like celebration for me..actually not really celebration, perhaps at least meet up with me so that at least i will be occupied that day and not spending it alone..i appreciated it very much..

although my mum was away, she also bought a cake back the day before as a celebration for me in advanced. i'm touched! then, met up with threesome, they accompanied me to spend through the night till my actual birthday and also bought me a small cake..on that day, even km's mum also have the intention to bring me out, worrying that i don't have programs which i was pretty surprised and appreciative. however, as i arranged to meet with my ex-colleagues from rws, didn't go out with her. felt sorry. after meeting up with rws family where we chit chatted and they treated me swensens ice cream, i had dinner with my bro at bugis area. we had "ma la" steamboat but didn't have those spicy soup bases though. they also bought me 3 slices of cake which eventually became my brunch on the following day..hahaha! very quickly, a day was gone like that. would like to thank everyone be it whom celebrated with me or sending in sms wishing me. i'm touched and really appreciated them many many! =)

Bakerzin - Strawberry shortcake

Lighted cake..

Bakerzin - Strawberry Cheesecake

Swensens - Firehouse ice-cream

2009-09-03T23:11:00.003+08:00

I felt so good yesterday, forgot to mention one thing.. i went supermarket with an empty carrier on hand. so when i got all my groceries, i told the cashier that i don't need plastic bags as i will put all my stuff inside the carrier..after which, i also went to a few other shops to buy some stuff, i also didn't take any plastic bags, just dump all goods into the carrier..i felt so good and so environmental friendly. felt that i have done something good to help the earth..although it was just my own (1 person's) effort, if everyone do the same thing, it will be a lot of people's effort and the world will be better. by doing so, if someone saw me doing it, and they follow, at least more people will do so.. furthermore, i think having a carrier is much more convenient. i only have to carry a carrier whereas i think if i didn't bring the carrier, there will be at least 2 to 3 plastic bags that i will have to carry. the carrier is made of cloth so the handle was also not heavy or painful when i carry it even though there's much weight inside it.if it was to be in plastic bags, i believe it will be more difficult to carry and hands would be painful.i think it will be good if everyone can also just do their own part and put in a little effort..there's only 1 earth afterall..

Just a carrier like this can help much..

everything can just be placed nicely inside...

2009-09-02T23:08:00.004+08:00

Many people asked if i know how to cook..actually, cooking a simple meal shouldn't be a problem. just that don't expect me to do feast. when i was young, i always stay near mum while she was cooking so more or less i learn how to cook some dishes. hence, if given today that i will stay alone outside, i can still survive even if i don't buy from outside. i can make my own meals...of course, i won't say that my cooking is of those in restaurant..mine is just simple and edible..hehehe! today's simpe dinner was done by me.. =)

3 dishes

1 soup..

2009-09-01T23:39:00.003+08:00

Went out the whole day...had lunch and watched "up" with one of the threesome...took many many photos, don't know why...no matter where we go, we will also take photos just as though like we were tourists..hahaha! she also brought me to a cafe near bugis area for tea time.. she mentioned that there's a cake that's worth to be tried..then, met up with another sister gang whom i knew them for many years too since i worked in sales company and also coffee club..they were sweet to have dinner with me and also treated like a advanced celebration for me. they got me gifts too..appreciated.. we had dinner at this restaurant at wheelock place.. this was the first time that all three of us eat there. the decoration there was very unique and nice..they decorated their walls with many dogs and cats pictures..very nice and cute!! after which, we had drinks and chilling session at indochine..it was a great day..

lunch at breeks cafe - teriyaki & black pepper chicken

our beverages - peppermint mocha & strawberry and lemon tea

tea time - bread & butter pudding, ebony & ivony cake

dinner - cod fish, fish fillet, roaster sandwich

beverages at inochine: (left - right)
sex the beach, absolue heaven, atlas

2009-08-31T10:05:00.003+08:00

Had a photoshoot earlier today with another agency..this time round, i had make up and hairdo done by professional personnel..something which was a minus point is that it was also taken in studio. same as my previous one. didn't get a chance to experience photo shoot in outdoor environment.. but overall, still ok..but the make up was quite thick to me...i will say in the photos, it will not look as though it's thick but to me, when i look at myself, i can see that it was the thickest make up i had till today..

2 of my make over and look..

this is how thick the make up was..

2009-08-30T22:38:00.006+08:00

After quite some time, my family and i got to have brunch together outside..we went yum cha at chinatown..it was raining since early in the morning..quite tough for us to go there. the meal was not bad, both my mum and bro said that some of their dim sum are better off those at "hong xing" where we usually had our dim sum at. this time we tried something new. i would say, i do agree that some of their dim sum are really quite nice. what's amazing was that, there's many caucasians visiting the restaurant too. we were then wondering how come so many of them also will go to the restaurant to eat..they also know how to eat dim sum?? cos usually we will think that dim sum this kind of things are more of chinese type of food..another interesting thing was that i didn't know that dim sum can also be delivered. the restaurant do delivery service as well. amazing right.. i'm excited about tomorrow...aniticipating for it... =)

these are all the dim sum we had

their delivery service..interesting right?

2009-08-28T16:39:00.003+08:00

Happened to be back at redhill area past few days. one of those day,i had lunch with mum at redhill market where one of threesome and i used to have lunch or buy drinks there during my uni times.somehow it brought back some memories when i'm there. quite nice to be able to have lunch there again. ever since my uni shifted its location away from henderson, i have not been to the market anymore. some stalls changed but majority of the food which i used to eat can still be found there. actually i intended to take photos of what we had for lunch but probably because we were hungry, i forgot about it until we already ate half of the portion of our food. hahaha! however, as my mum said she wanted to buy some "kuehs" i spotted something. it is what we called "zhu long bian" in mandarin. it reminded me that i used to ask my parents or relatives to buy one for me whenever i see it when i was still a kid. it actually don't taste nice at all but just don't understand why every kid will just like to have it. perhaps, it could be the appearence that attracted many children..

"Zhu Long Bian"

was shopping around one of the past few days, been to plaza singapura and i realised something interesting. i noticed that there's a shop named baby spa. as the shop is covered with glass windows, i can see what the people are doing inside and what is the entire shop all about. i'm amazed. babies nowadays having very good life man..there's even spa for them!! the staff inside will help the baby to swim in a small basin-look-alike kind of tub. then, they will also help the baby massage..good life right..in the past, there's no such thing at all. spa and stuff are only for adults..it's already very good if there's chance to swim at a public swimming pool, don't even mention about the personalised swimming session at the shop...in this current era, things are so much different from then..

2009-08-26T23:05:00.004+08:00

Last night, met up with my ex-colleagues from rws..nice to see them again after about 3 months since i left..also this time gather back together with those who went overseas...although we didn't meet for about 3 months, the feeling remains..all the fun and laughter were once again heard..our nonsense and rubbish throughout the dinner..very fun..despite that most of us are on different paths now, we are still as close. we used to name ourselves as 7 siblings, even till now we still behave the same which i'm glad about..hope that there more chances like this for us to gather again...both the ones who went overseas were so sweet that they bought each and every one of us a lanyard specially from orlando..appreciated it a lot.. =)

Our dinner
(there's more but forgot to take photos)

Lanyards for the 5 of us..

That's us...7 siblings

2009-08-24T16:10:00.002+08:00

Couple of updates for the weekend..hmm..basically, also nothing much happened. stayed at home most of the time. went out with km's family on saturday as his mum wanted to watch movie. what's interesting was that, all of us actually watched the movie already but since his mum wanted to watch so we just accompanied her watch again. in order not to disappoint his mum and spoil the atmosphere, we actually kept quiet on the truth that we already watched it. hahaha! well, though i already know the whole plot, this time round, i focused on other details in the movie. things like the surrounding and stuff which i may not notice of when i watched it the first time. not so bad, i got to saw and realised some stuff during the second time watching it. quite fun. then, had dinner together, photos uploaded in facebook. forgot to take photos of the food we had this time, hence, no updates on food. hahaha! next, it will be the movie "up". i haven't get to watch it. many of my friends said it's nice. so will try to catch it before it is no longer screening.

soon, it will be the end of august.. a quarter left to the end of this year. don't know how things will be like..i really hope to get something out from it before i call it a year. youth doesn't stay with me always and age doesn't remain or deduct itself. let's all jiayou!!

2009-08-21T22:40:00.005+08:00

Quite a few days didn't come in here...Just a quick update for the week.. earlier this week, met up with some friends whom i got to know from the previous event that i helped out with..we went back to the event company, gathered at ben&jerry's, shopped at PS & Cathay.. on thursday, it was my mum's birthday. too bad my brother wasn't in town so couldn't celebrate it together. met up with one of the threesome during the day time on that day since mum was also working..we went ikea @ alexandra, went lunch, had coffee @ starbucks - raffles city, chill out and updating each other..at night, i had a simple dinner with my mum as kind of a celebration for her. got her favourite chilli crab for her with some kuehs as i remembered that there were always be those kuehs together with red eggs around during anyone's birthday when we were young, so i want to bring up that kind of atmosphere again..although my brother wasn't around, he also bought mum a cake and flowers and had them delivered to her work place on that day. i bet she must be very surprised upon receiving them. since my bro already bought her a cake, i decided to buy a small one so that mum can blow candle and cut it on spot, just in case she left the big cake in office or it was already cut and ate at work place..despite that we didn't really have a grand celebration, i hope mum is happy that day.

Lunch @ Ikea - Meatball, Salmon & Chicken Leg

Birthday dinner - Chilli crab, "Ang ku kueh" & "Soon Kueh"

Cakes for mum - Big from bro, small from me

Flowers for mum from bro

Mum and I =)

2009-08-17T23:28:00.003+08:00

After a long time, i have not spend time in making a good breakfast till today. this time even with new combination of food. not that i'm praising myself but it does taste nice and it's really filling and good enough to start off the day. actually, by the time i prepared it, i have it for brunch. hahaha! watched "where got ghost" this noon. it's really a "hormedy" as named by its director - jack neo. it's like want to be scary but also will make you laugh kind of movie. not too bad show though. but the experience at the theatre wasn't really good. there's many students in there. very noisy. furthermore, nowadays, kids are really...i don't know how to describe them especially guys. every word from their mouth are vulgarities. what so nice of saying those words. it doesn't at all show off any glamorous thing of them neither does that make them more appealing. it only shows that they are just not mature enough and don't know how to behave themselves. let me tell you, i bet, when they grow older and look back on how they were in the past, i will regret and even find that they were childish and stupid at that point of time. some may even regret. apart from that, there were also a bunch of kids, haiz.... spoilt the whole environment. it's actually a group of girls, they scream at every scene which were so-called scary. some not scary at all they also scream. not a single scene they will miss. can you believe it? i don't know what they scream at, maybe it's really scary to them but if they are so scare and can't take it, don't even go and watch it in the first place. they were just following the sound effects in the show. usually when there's a scary part about to come, there's always a sharp or sudden loud sound effect added in the show, so these girls will just scream when they hear that. quite stupid. other than that, the show was overall okie. not bad, can watch, quite funny at some parts and jack's movies also don't fail in bringing up some moral education.

My brunch..nice?

Another option of brunch, looks delicious right?

2009-08-16T23:15:00.006+08:00

Since my mum returned to work, seems like i cook more too...this few days also will cook some stuff as and when. had fried rice that day and made an omelette rice for mum which she never tasted before..lucky it was still up to her taste..tat fried rice was only available at my house, don't think anywhere else sells such fried rice with so many different ingredients. if they do, think they will most probably make a losing business. hahaha! there's mini prawns, long beans, ham, eggs, crabmeat sticks and beanspouts. a lot of ingredients right, think i can sell a bowl for at least $4 outside.haha! my bro also cooked glutinous rice balls as he was saying that the ones my mum cooked were too big in size and not as nice. so this time he cooked smalled size ones and tried having it without any coloured sugar so seems quite plain but still ok in taste...as some of you may know, i have many many bears which were won from machines..recently, i had a new collection and it looks quite cute, its fur very soft...

Omelette rice made by me

Fried rice with many ingredients

Plain glutinous rice balls

New addition of bear

2009-08-13T23:12:00.006+08:00

Met up with one of the threesome earlier this noon. she just got back from hong kong and bought "lao po bing" for my mum as jokingly requested by her. but still, thank her for that. brought her to sembawang shopping centre since we both also don't know where to go and i also didn't feel like travelling too far today. ate lunch at "wan chai" hong kong cafe though she just came back from there but believe the food here is still of some difference from those authetics ones there. then chit chat for quite sometime, talked about everything we can think of and share, as usual. think the waitresses and waiters there must also be thinking how come this 2 ladies can sit there for so long and still don't want to leave. hahaha! think we were in that cafe for about 3 hours at least just for a lunch. see how good we are in "ha-la-ing" right. hahaha! threesome is always like that...something very special that i seen at the cafe is that they add a scope of vanilla ice cream on top of iced beverages like milk tea, tea, coffee and mixed coffee and milk. never seen this in any other similar cafes, it seems to resemble those beverages in western kind of cafes.innovative...

My lunch - Soup wanton noodles (the soup is nice!!)

Her lunch - "Nu nan" noodles

2009-08-12T23:39:00.002+08:00

Didn't do anything much this few days..were just at home, watch tv, play computer, play games, etc..saw "shi shang wan jia" this morning and some other programs related to taiwan..make me feel so much like to go there...i don't mind if i have a chance to stay there for awhile,even if i'm alone although there's risk of unsafety and natural disasters..but i think it's a nice place to be at...frankly, over there, there's also more opportunities of realising my dream compared to here. just the tv stations alone, there are more than 70 channels there unlike here where there's only 2 (mandarin channels). competitions will be higher and tense here whereas over there, there's more chances since demand is higher.. haiz..haven't even been there yet till now..keeping seeing it on tv, how tasty is their food, how nice is their place and how interesting life can be over there. seriously, i think if i live there, i'm sure there will be lots of activities can be done..the place is big, sure lots of places to go..imagine weekends can take train and travel to another cities for a short trip, etc will be fun..i think even if giving me 1 or 2 months also won't be able to complete visiting all parts of the country there..I WANT TO GO TAIWAN!!! hahaha...

2009-08-10T23:27:00.005+08:00

Never feel wrong to have the intention and plans of running a dessert shop for my mum. she's really a great chef who not only knows how to cook delicious dishes of varieties but also knows how to cook as well as attempt to make nice desserts. so far, i have tried numerous homemade desserts cooked by her and i'm daring enough to say that all of them can be of similar or even better standard than those selling outside. when i say desserts, i meant those hot ones as we don't have ice shaving machine at home so can't possibly be making cold desserts right. nevertheless, you can also put some ice into those hot desserts and they are as tasty too. salute to my mum. she can make all sort of delicious hot desserts..amazing and wonderful cooking skills. previously i mentioned about her cooking "dou suan", this few days even more varieties as illustrated below..hopefully one day i can really fulfill the promise of opening a dessert shop for her to run. =)

Grass Jelly..Yum yum!!

Fishballs?!?! It's raw glutinous rice balls.

New flavour: glutinous rice balls with bean paste in red sugar soup

2009-08-09T18:58:00.008+08:00

Assisted in a bridal theme photo shoot earlier this morning at changi beach. this is my first time helping out though i was asked once before this. during the shoot, at certain times, i somehow felt as though i was back at mediacorp being a production assistant. my job today was somewhat similar to that. helped model to make sure her dress is ok, her hair, bring her tissue and water when she needs as well as whatever that requires my help. apart from that,what i did for the first time today was that i helped to hold the light reflector. quite a hard time actually due to the wind which will sometimes blow the reflector away but it was fun,at least i learn how does the reflector works and how to use it. the models are all very nice. their gowns, hairdo and makeup all very pretty. make me envy man..hahaha! after a whole morning of shoot, quite tired after returning home, think probably it is because i didn't have sufficient sleep the night before. nevertheless, it is a wonderful experience. hope that my turn will be soon..hehe!

Makeup,hairdo,dress up....on the way to destination..

Getting ready for the shoot...

the shoot...

applause for the hard work to both models and photographers.. =)

2009-08-08T14:03:00.002+08:00

Seen quite a number of news about the typhoon in taiwan. poor thing...really.. lucky, we live in singapore where we are safe and don't really have any natural disaster. look at how their houses are flooded with water till the knees due to the rain, how some families' roof top being blown away, how people in some areas are trapped in their cities due to the road blocked by floods and no longer have any transport. i can't imagine if i'm there to experience it myself. really very bad condition. imagine everything in your house are wet, you also can't really lead a normal life as you have to worry about your house, the furnitures and whether the floods will be even higher. it is forecasted that the typhoon will last for another 2 or couple of days. think even after the typhoon leaves, it will also be a hard time for the people. have to clear and clean up the house, replace and repair whatever that are damaged, etc. think days can be hard. haiz..hope everything will be fine soon for them and the people can survive through this crisis. today is "xiao gui's" autograph sessions for his newly released EP, guess with the typhoon, don't think he can do much. hope everybody there will be fine and safe.

2009-08-07T23:55:00.003+08:00

Full moon today though it is not lunar 15th..not sure why.. but only 1 star closest to the moon can be seen.. didn't expect that i will blog today as i thought i won't have chance to do so...

heard before a saying of "a relationship should not be too long before it reaches another stage"? that's why sometimes we see people get married soon after they date. i don't know whether this saying is true. however, there are cases of couples separating even after many many years of relationship. at times, when we heard that a couple is getting married very soon after they dated for not long, it brings to wonder of whether the marriage will last. on the hand, there are also couples who went through long term courtship and got married but eventually separated soon after that. so which is which? it's hard to say...

honestly, i was a little dishearted earlier. last time, we used to share things. now, it seems like i was only inform upon asking. through this period of time, i do feel guilty at times for not having sufficient time to spend outside and having to stay at home. thinking through again, i don't think i should anymore. all this while, in my mind is to do whatever i can when i have time and being able to. but it don't seems to be the same on the other side. it is perhaps true that i have the entire week for everybody whereas the other side has only 2 days for everyone. so maybe i shouldn't compare in this way. think from now on, i should simply no longer see things as important as i did and just let things goes as it wanted to and as how people see it. think i should readjust my priorities too since my priorities don't seems to be the same as people's priorities. stubbornly insist on it will only hurt and upset myself. what for, right? i don't wish to say "i'm tired" one day....

2009-08-06T19:46:00.002+08:00

Oh ya..as usual, my daily routine, watched "yu bai" earlier. learnt that luo zhi xiang will be away from hosting for about one month due to his involvement in acting a drama series. hmm..sad, meaning that for the next one month, won't be able to watch him on "yu bai". not sure if this will affect my desire to catch it daily, but guess i will most probably be still watching it to keep in touch with what's happening in the entertainment industry. and xiao gui will still be hosting so hope there will still be "xiao dian" and fun stuff to keep me watching it...will miss luo zhi xiang in "yu bai"..nevertheless, it also means that he will soon have another drama series that i will certainly watch..kekeke! =)

2009-08-06T19:19:00.011+08:00

Ate japanese lunch buffet at Akira with mum this noon. Cost us about $20++ per person with mum' using UOB card's promotion. this is my second time eating there. Although there isn't as much variety as compared to other jap restaurant, i would say, for the quality of food and price, it's considered reasonable to dine there. everything is made to order and freshly made upon ordering them. was very full after the meal though both of us didn't really ate a lot compared to the first time there with my bro. Thanks to my bro for a hp with great camera function that permits me to nice photos, after adjusting the setting, the photos look so real, the food may tempt you...hehehe!

See how fresh the salmon were...umm..

Salmon and Scallop & Teppanyaki Cucumber Temaki (Handroll)

Soft Shell Crab Maki (Wrapped Sushi)

My favourite - Chuka Kurage (Seasoned Jellyfish)

All time favourite - Chawa Mushi (Japanese Steamed Egg)

Special - Home made Black Sesame Ice-cream (only at Akira)

Chupa Chups vending machine & Chilli Peppers in cute bottle

2009-08-04T19:51:00.004+08:00

As promised to my bro, i will show the photos of what mum cooked today. she attempted to cook "dou suan" dessert for the first time. she said she learned from those dessert stores' people and also flipped through a few recipe books. well, although the appearance of it doesn't really look exactly like how it is selling outside at dessert stores, the taste of it is of similar quality of those. furthermore, this is only the first time that she tried to cook. given a few more times, i believe she will cook it even better than those selling outside. i tasted it, honestly speaking, really not bad. too bad that my bro couldn't try it himself. therefore, can only take a few snap and show him. hahaha! anyway, my mum is rather a good cook. she can cook many dishes and it all taste fantastic. probably it's because i eat them since young so maybe i'm already used to her cooking. but who don't like their mum's cook right? i believe most people out there still prefers home cooked food. so am i.

1st attempt of "dou suan", taste nice thou it looks pale

of cos, "you tiao" is bought outside =)

2009-08-03T14:01:00.002+08:00

Recently, i keep lost count of the date and day...keep thinking that it's one day forward, meaning for example, it's saturday, i thought it's sunday.somehow i think it is because of the environment that causes the illusion.hahaha!

now that i'm free, i start to think of what am i supposed to do in the days to come. looking at the calendar, seems like the year is near an end, i'm still here, don't know what i'm doing and what's for future. sometimes, when i look upon the sky, i think, what have i contributed? what have i done? what else do i need to do? i'm totally lost man...people always say determination drives the path..does it means that i will get achieve what i want so long as i'm determined? but it doesn't seems to be that way at all...thinking about it, i do sometimes, regret on why don't i start early. looking at the days i have left with my age, time is tight and path is not at all easy and near. sad... i don't want to just work like any other people till old. i want to be what i want to be.. i don't want to work for the sake of earning an income and establish a family. my life is more colourful and exciting than this, isn't it? i don't want my life to be just like an ordinary people's life where they work, get married, have children, take care of children till old... my life should be more than this. i want it to be my way and not following destiny. who can hear me??? who can understand??? who can tell me what can i do??? when will i really get to see the rainbow in my life?? i'm totally lost...i know what i want, i'm sure of what i want to be, i'm determine in doing it no matter how much i have to give in but how and when?? i don't know myself...i begin to doubt myself..

2009-08-01T16:54:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, i really don't like smokers..they will spoil my day at times. Especially in the morning, while i'm on my way to take train, some people will light one up on the way too. it's early in the morning where the air should be the freshest, nice and good for body but with smokers walking infront of you, the air no longer as fresh and nice as it should be. neither is that good for body anymore. due to that, i will always try to walk as fast as i can to overtake to regain my fresh air or i just hold my breath through they are far apart from me. at home, it's the same thing. though mum smokes in the kitchen, due to the wind direction, no matter where i am in the house, i will still get to inhale some of the smoke. i guess, by now, i'm already a highly positive passive smoker. i tried to avoid that, at times, i will just switch on the fan hoping that it will help in blowing the smoke away, although i don't really know if that helps.

i don't like the times where i'm washing dishes or brushing my teeth in the kitchen and she's smoking, no matter how i avoid, i will still have to inhale the smoke..now, i really wonder if i'm already a passive smoker and if my body is affected by it. Argh!! just hate it... =(

2009-07-31T22:33:00.002+08:00

Sianz...actually wrote an entry for pretty long..in the end, don't know what i have clicked, everything gone and just nice that the function of auto-save kicks in..my whole entry can not be retrieved..now, i also lazy to think back of what i just wrote. so simply, just type in roughly what i had said..

Got to rest today with the event that i helped with, finally over.. there's actually another phase of it coming up soon but as i have to accompany mum at home, so couldn't work. but i didn't regret, as this provides me with more time to rest, replenish back what i have lost even though i know i can never compensate it back. nevertheless, for those who will still be working, jiayou, everyone! just a week more and everything will be totally over..

Oh ya, it was my idol's birthday yesterday. managed to watch the repeat version of his program last night though i fell asleep halfway through, sad to say. and also watched today's. happy...always keen in watching their program. =) although i can't be his "jia ren", but i will still support him.

Happy birthday, luo zhi xiang!

2009-07-29T20:59:00.003+08:00

Have been working for the past few days..just the first day of the event only, i worked about 16 hours and more..super shack man..subsequently, still not so bad as there was one day we get to go home earlier..but still, think it's because of continous accumulation, still very tired no matter how much i sleep...can't wait the event to be over..one more day to go..at event, i'm like everything and anything..everything also have to do and take care of...furthermore, it's always very difficult to please and satisfy every single person. so hard..sometimes, i really hate it to be in between different parties..irritating..

can't believe it, currently, at this moment when i'm writing this entry, i'm still at work place.. must be wondering why i still can blog, it's because i'm waiting for everything to be done and settled so that then i can be released. haiz... doing event is always like that..

2009-07-25T13:46:00.002+08:00

Watched "absolute boyfriend" last night for its final episode.. very sad ending... the robort died eventually. by right, if you think about it, how will a robort die since it's a robort right? but in this show, it died. i shed when watching it, it's so sad. the female lead finally fall in love with the robort and accepted it but at last also can't be with the robort forever. the robort knew it but still spent the remaining time it has fruitfully with the girl and even ask the other male lead to take care of the girl when it is no longer around. very touching at some point of time and also very sad. the robort did a lot of things to gain the girl's love, and when it got it, they can't last for long. this teaches us, to really cherish what you have by your side now than regretting it in future. never take things for granted. anyway, personally, i think the show is a not bad show that is worth to catch every week.

bored..going to start another event again tomorrow. this implies that it will be another no day no night kind of thing. so, when will i next update here again, it's hard to say as i assume that i will be half dead after i got home everyday from the event. don't think will have enough time to sleep, not to mention about blogging. hence, readers, please be patient. i will update as soon and as often as i can during this period of time. otherwise, i will update all in one shot after the entire event. stay tuned! =)

2009-07-24T22:20:00.002+08:00

Haven't been here for almost 2 weeks..was working for an event at shangri-la hotel for the past a week and an half, everyday worked for average about 10 hours. super-ly, extremely and very tired..even until today which is already 2 days after the event, i still can feel the tiredness..slept 11 hours the night before yesterday, evening still napped for an hour, slept for 8 hours last night and this evening napped for almost an hour again..still feel tired..don't know why, but just can feel it..seems like no matter how much i try to compensate my body back, it just doesn't seems to be enough..i simply still feel tired after no matter how much i had slept.. soon, another phrase of the event starting again on sunday..super shack man..not sure if i can survive through it..hopefully i can..

during the past 2 weeks, home was as if like a hotel to me, where i just return to shower and sleep. the amount of hours i spend at home is even less than a quarter of a day..is it because i get older and energy level deteriorates, just feel very tired after the whole event..well, but still get to know a group of great friends and colleagues.. photos are uploaded in my facebook..

2009-07-13T23:54:00.003+08:00

Went to peranakan museum yesterday with mum and threesome, thanks to a complimentary ticket given by my ex-colleagues from RWS. it was my first time there. mum said that it was nice and more interesting than the one we went in malacca as there were more things to see, according to her. for me, i think not too bad but if you ask me to pay for the admission fees, then maybe i don't think it's worth the value. anyway, had taken quite a bit of photos..all can be seen in my facebook.

started working for an event at shangri-la hotel. this will last for about a week and an half. guess this period will be quite tiring. so far, as for my first day, it was still ok. just that i had headache through the middle of the day, which made things a little bad for me. overall, other than the journey to the hotel where transportation is a problem for most of us who don't drive, everything else are fine. as we are usually required to start work quite early and the hotel's shuttle doesn't operates as early, some of us have a hard time in thinking how we should get to the destination. however, still manage to sort out a way though it's not really convenient but no choice. hence, i guess i won't be blogging as often for this period since i presume that i will be half dead by the time i reach home..hahaha! will update more as time comes by..

2009-07-11T23:49:00.002+08:00

It was an fulfilling and occupied day. had photoshoot today for my portfolio. yeah, finally!!! overall was alright, a little tiring though maybe because was standing in heels with poses and making poses last for few moments for the shots. but it's interesting. a totally new experience for me. at least during the shoot, it comforts me a little that i'm on the track of doing what i like to do..wonders how the photos look like..i guess in a 4 hours shoot of me and another model, i believe we would have took at least 50-80 shots each. initially, i was still a bit nervous when i first reached the studio, but when it's my turn, i was ok and manageable. the photographers are very friendly and nice. it has been a tough day for them too. they not only have to adjust and set up the lightings and backdrop for the shoot but also take photos of us from differnt angles, sometime they even make themselves go in different positions to capture the best side of us. furthermore, they also helped us think of poses and modify our own poses into more photogenic and nice ones. all credits to them for nice pictures. =) now, think i have to lift my legs against the wall to relieve the strain. hahaha!

after photoshoot, went out awhile with km to amk area. then, went to changi hospital to visit my grandma. during the visit, it's really sad to those patients in the wards. they are like very in pain and can see that they are suffering and very sick. my grandma also seems to be very weak. see that she's in discomfort, can also felt the pain she's enduring. hope she will get well soon and be discharge healthy. on my way back home via 969 at tampines interchange, something happened. i was in the queue, quite far behind. when the bus came, those at the front boarded it until all seats in the bus were taken up but there's still space for passengers to stand. however, the queue stopped moving and people started to sit on the railings. at first, i thought the bus was fully occupied. in the end, after a close look, there's plenty of space, just that no more seats are available but the queue is no longer moving. i was like...."argh..i want to go out..i want to board to bus, i'm not going to miss the bus just because there's no more seats.." despite that, i was stucked in the middle of the queue which resulted me to merely see the bus left with plenty of space for standing. this cost me another 20-30 minutes of my time to go home. haiz...

2009-07-10T21:08:00.000+08:00

Seldom blog this few days..maybe because nothing much happened so not much things worth to be mentioned here.just that,i came to realised something amazing..during my malacca trip with my family last month,my bro bought a stainless steel soap from daiso.it looks exactly of normal soap's shape but it's stainless steel.initially,i don't know how it works,thought it will be just like any other usual soap we used.till my bro said that it's for removing any smell from hands.when you use it,there's no bubble or foam.just rub it with water and your hands will be cleaned from any smell.example,if you just cut garlic,the smell will no longer stick to your hands after washing it with the stainless steel soap.amazing right? hahaha! then at least the hands won't not have those unpleasant smell throughout the day. accompanied one of the threesome for a haircut earlier.i like her new style though it looks a little weird at the sides but the way the hairstylish styled her hair after the cut was nice.looks very fashionable and "shuai qi".but i guess she most likely won't be able to style it exactly the way she had by her own. hahaha!

2009-07-07T15:02:00.002+08:00

Wow..have not been blogging for a week. quite occupied for the past week. went genting with threesome for 4 days. came back and busy with my modelling stuff and own's life on weekends. was pretty tired after the trip to genting. guess much because i didn't sleep well on the bus during the trip up. so ended up quite shack and tired. however, in overall, the trip was quite fun and nice. first time went overseas with them. believe it or not, just going to genting only, we took over 3000 photos with solely 2 cameras and my hp camera. can't imagine if we go any where else further. think we will take photos like non-stop. hahaha! we had a fully occupied trip each day. here's the activities we did:

Day 1: First world indoor theme park, outdoor theme park, bowling and snoworld. (ends @ 2am)

Day 2: Shopping, bowling, fish spa, mushroom & vegetables farm and b'day celebration at starbucks. (ends @ 4am)

Day 3, First world indoor theme park, shopping and photo-taking. (ends @ 12pm)

see..how hectic our days were..furthermore, i didn't include the meals time. hahaha! more photos can be found at my facebook. BUT..have to be patience a bit cos it will takes me sometime to upload them all..it's a lot... =)

2009-06-29T13:01:00.002+08:00

June's school holidays are over..over this half a year, i thought through it and realised that half a year is gone and yet i have not achieve anything much out of it. sad... but for this coming few days, hopefully it will cheer me up. i'm going genting with threesome and mum. hooray!! the first abroad trip ever with them..since poly, we said want to go overseas together but always failed to carry out. this time, though it's just to the country next door, but at least is a trip with them and we have never been there together before...looking forward to it..yeah!!!

2009-06-26T23:46:00.012+08:00

helped mum in painting this noon, just painted a small section only.it's a very tiring task, shoulder, neck and arm will be aching if continuously painting for a period of time. i salute mum, she has been painting for several days. almost the whole house is repainted solely by her. furthermore, she has to climb on high chair in order to reach those ends near ceiling. it must be very tiring for her and i believe her whole body aches at each end of day too.

ate dinner with family at Ling Zhi Restaurant @ novena square, bro's treat. he also bought me a mobile. surprised and appreciate it but didn't wanted him to spend so much on me. dinner was buffet, basically with mushroom as the main, ate till super extremely full. 1st time there, the service wasn't very good, quite a few tables seem not very happy with the restaurant too. overall, dinner was okie okie.. =)

Ling Zhi Restaurant @ Novena Square

Guess what's the word behind me...

Steamboat with all kinds of mushroom

There's other ingredients too but all vegetarian

during dinner, something funny happened. i wanted to scoop chili padi with soya sauce for mum, but at the condiment section, there's 3 bottle of sauces which are all black in colour.1st was labelled with vinegar, 2nd was labelled as soya sauce, 3rd with no labels. so i thought the last will be the same as 2nd so i scooped. then, i realised the texture and colour seems something wrong. finally, i know that it's actually sesame oil..oh my god..blur me..hahaha!

chili padi with sesame oil

2009-06-25T19:00:00.009+08:00

was outside whole day yesterday..the night before was super hot man, couldn't sleep well, was tossing around on the bed even with air-con..went out with mum yesterday. treated her for lunch and dinner as well as like paying her back for the bus ticket fare for my trip to genting with her and threesome next week. ate teppanyaki in the noon at northpoint and aijisen for dinner at jurong point. it was a day which i ate a lot..was full for the whole day.

Our teppanyaki meal
black pepper pork, fish fillet, squid, oyster, bean spouts, vegetables and mushrooms

Our dinner @ Ajisen. Side dishes: white fish & silver fish

Mum's noodles: Cha Shu Ramen Mine: Pork Curry Ramen

2009-06-23T19:09:00.002+08:00

Nowadays, you can see many couples of mixed races. age is no longer a matter, height is no longer a distance, even race is also no longer a problem for couples these days. i'm not saying that it cannot happen nor am i being racist. i do have friends who have boy/girl friends of another race and they are living happily. in early days, where got such things as marrying another race people. think in my grandmother's times, ppl get married with not even seeing and not knowing who their life partner is. in drama series, we can also see that some ppl in the olden days choose their partner with merely a portrait of the other person. their marriage even last for life. it's amazing... but i envy mixed race ppl, they are usually either very beautiful or handsome. perhaps its due to the mixture of features of different race ba. how i wish i have features like them. it makes them special and stand out among crowds. if only i have their features....

had hiccups for the whole evening. drank lots of water but still doesn't help. eventually, just bother about it then it recovers by itself. hahaha! don't know why, i keep thinking that today is wednesday. neither is wednesday an important day to me nor i have anything special on that day but i just keep thought that today is wednesday. messed my day up with dates. don't know what's wrong with me..

2009-06-22T16:38:00.002+08:00

Guess what!! i dreamt of my idol last night..hahaha!actually this is not the first time i dreamt of him.until now, i still remember what's the dream like..which also means that it's fake and won't be real (according to those traditional chinese's mentality). sadz..haiz..but still happy to have that dream, at least we met there.

visited dentist earlier in the noon. oh my god..it's my phobia lah..i've always been afraid to see a dentist since young.during primary school times,whenever there's a student knocked at my classroom's door with a clipboard, i always pray that my name won't be called to see the dentist.i hate it..but no choice, for the health of my teeth, gums as well as also my appearance (of course, who don't bother about their looks right..), i have to visit them. i don't wish that before i'm old, i already lose all my teeth, it will be a very terrible case to have..just had normal cleaning up and check up..i tell you, the sound of those equipment during the process is like.....argh....yuckz...but it's my tooth's good so have to bear through it.healthy gums = healthy teeth = beautiful smile = confidence. =)

2009-06-21T23:53:00.003+08:00

this is the first time that i ever went out and spent whole day with km's relatives and family members without him around. initially thought it will be quite weird since he's not around. however, lucky got his cousins and his sister who accompanied me through the whole day. after the whole day, i also didn't really felt as weird as i thought. thanks to them. singing and played mahjong today. that's how i spent my sunday. another weekend gone. i have yet to see any movements of my path towards my dreams. haiz..

2009-06-20T22:05:00.008+08:00

Another weekend..slept quite late yesterday. was out the whole day today. watched "Blood: The last vampire". i would say, it's not a bad show lah..can watch but in the theatre, towards the ending, i hear reactions like "huh??". think because some people didn't expect that ending and also don't really understand what the ending meant. hahaha! for me, i think ok lah..very action pack..but can be quite grossed also for people who can't take bloody bloody stuff...

had bens&jerry at the cathay..it's my first time eating it..haha! maybe some ppl will say i "mountain tortoise" but okie lah, not everybody has a chance to do things that others can do ma..

this was what we had, mix and match, with chocolate therapy, coffee coffee buzzbuzz and sweet cream & cookies topped with caramel and nuts..can be quite filling for 2 persons..but have it once in a while still can lah to indulge oneself and not everyday bah..

after that, scrolled around selegie, paradiz area..as it is near singapore's pools headquarters, he went to catch the live draw of today's lottery. too bad, as i was in shorts and slippers, can't enter to watch it..but i did watched it before though it over tv screen but i guess it is more or less similar to the draw on the spot..at the entrance, the personnel will distribute a piece of paper for everyone who entered. eventually, i then realised what is it for...

2009-06-19T15:02:00.002+08:00

Wrote a letter to one of my relative (mum's side) in china yesterday. As we communicate in mandarin and they are also not very gd in english so i have to write in chinese. oh my god, after so many years not writing chinese, i realised that my chinese become worst. i forgot how to write many of the characters. my hp was used many times just to check how to write some of those characters. sad..used to be quite gd in my chinese, now, i know those words but when i want to write, i don't recall how to write some of them. think nowadays most of the teenagers are like me or some may even be worst than me since mandarin and chinese are seldom being practiced in today's society where we usually either speak singlish, broken mandarin or english. sad case. think i should take sometime and practice back my chinese, thought of learning traditional chinese too. feels that the characters looks so much nice though it can be harder to write. i don't mind. never too old to learn something right? kekeke..

watched 娛樂百分百, saw 羅志祥 advertising for his fan club as it coming to be its 2nd year anniversary since it establish. know what, in order to celebrate that, not only there will be an event specially just for his fans but also those who join now will have many privileges sia...as a gold club member, luo zhi xiang will even personally call you on your birthday to wish you happy birthday. during valentine's day,he will also design a valentine's day card specially for each of his fans. so sweet right. and many more other privileges. if one is really his fans, will sure be tempted to join lah..even me also tempted but won't join lah..haha..then, 小鬼 will also be coming out with his 1st EP during end of the month, finally. think he has waited for this day for very long..good for him. =) see..my blog is not jus solely on my life but also on entertainment, be it news or whatsoever, because that's part of my life too.. =D

2009-06-18T02:32:00.003+08:00

hmm...changed a new look. found that the previous one was a little not as friendly and as not easy to navigate thought it's nice..think too emo also, hence, decided to change a look.. everytime when i choose a skin, i always try to look for one which is nearest to me, either on character, preference or personality, of course, will try to make it as pretty, cute and nice as possible.. now that, this is new outlook, hope you friends out there will like it.. =)

i guess this will last me quite sometime, despite that i have seen several really nice blog skins..but can't always be tempted, otherwise, it will be a never ending story to change the appearance of this little space of mine..editing the format until didn't realise the time..gotta catch some rest now..Zzz..

2009-06-07T23:39:00.002+08:00

celebrated km's mum advance bday today at amk. went ktv at a neighbourhood rc, went to his grandma's hse sat awhile then had dinner at nearby blk's coffeeshop. today, my idol, show luo zhi xiang came to singapore for a charity show at channel 8. this afternoon, when i saw km's cousin, christine who likes the same idol with me, told me that he's already in singapore around 2+pm. this made me felt that we were so near yet so far. this feeling became even stronger when it reached evening time around 6+pm.

i knew that he's at toa payoh hub performing. i was at amk. just a few mrt stops away. so near!!!! but still can't see him in person. until now, since so many times that he came town, i haven't got any chance to catch him at all. i still remember once i was complaining to my friend that why he didn't have any concert in singapore since he had so many at other different places. i was still saying that i should go to his blog and comment on this. so coincidentally, indeed, he really came last year. yet, i also didn't go and watch due to financial & timing reason. super sad!!! today just felt that the distance is even nearer but still not infront of my eyes...had so deep feelings...

2009-06-07T01:49:00.003+08:00

Had my lesson today..quite sad, think cos i didnt really practice so was quite stiffed in my movement and steps..saw a new friend..dunno if its cos she got experience or wat, she walked very nicely and her steps are very good too.heard that she'll be taking her shoot soon.i'm like a bit jealous..how come i been for lessons for more than half the amount,yet i haven't have mine done..some of them even have assignments alrdy.tis makes me wonder if i'm not good enuff & whether the person will say think "this is it,think you are not good enuff, so this should be it ba." like that then, i will be sianz diao..

watched terminator salvation..not too bad, quite action pack..initially a bit blur,cos the story switched its timing here & there and the actors looks similar (to me lah...) so was lost halfway.. then, i asked km and managed to follow the storyline again..afterall, not bad..

got back home, i watched a documentary that broadcast about big family. there's this family that is really big... 13.5 children..hard to believe..why 0.5? cos they already have 13 children and 1 is on the way..7 boys, 6 girls and 1 girl on the way...on the show, they were saying that now the figure balanced, the 15th one will determine which gender outnumbers. this means that they will another one after the 14th is born..upon watching it, i was like "sure or not...14 kids and they still want summore??" their family is really big...elder child is like around 18 years old already..imagine their youngest kid will be of 20 years different from their eldest.watched them going out,preparing everyone is quite a big task..don't know how they can handle their daily lifestyle...amazing..

2009-06-05T00:39:00.004+08:00

Accompanied my mum to a doctor this morning to check her blood pressure. Now, even if you are just accompanying someone to clinics, hospitals to whatsoever, they will require you to jot down your name, i/c and contact num. think it's good also, since there's swine flu in the country now, if it happens to have any of the patience really got infected, at least measures can be taken asap.

Didn't really do much today, just went to facial with mum, bought some ingredients back to cook for dinner then watched tv. that's it. think tomorrow will be a more interesting day..quite a few things to do.. can't for my lessons to end, already saw some of the other people had their portfolio done, some even had assignments. envy... hope my turn will be soon...

2009-06-03T23:35:00.004+08:00

Initially intend to launch this 2 days ago, however, couldn't make it. This blog was supposed to be meant for me using it to update my life when I'm over at orlando for training. Eventually, that didn't came true but i still decided to launch this to write down my life here even though i'm still in Singapore. I know some of the ppl out there are excitingly waiting to see this, so here it comes..hehe!

Have been out for the past 2 days, went watched monster vs aliens on 3D version with my ex-colleagues. actually 3d is ok only, probably cos 1st time so a little tired wearing the glasses throughout the show but the show not bad, laugh quite a bit. on the way home, a weird thing happened. someone left a plastic bag on the floor near the door. i was standing opposite it only, then i saw that inside was a packet of sanitary pad. then another lady came in and stood there then realised the bag, she looked at it, eventually, she held it with her, think she will take it back. free sanitary pad for her, haha!

last nite, i went to meet up with threesome. i was first to reach so i thought maybe i can go to washroom first. was at jurong point. when i entered, a uncle stopped me and asked me direction to a clinic there. i'm not very familiar with the place so since the directory board was just beside me, i checked it out for him. then, i tawt i can carry on to the washroom, a lady asked me where's UOB bank next. i was like, do i look like i'm working there or a directory board? haiz.. at nite, before returning home, i visited a bread shop. a auntie then asked me what kind of bread was the one tat i took. ytd jus seems like everyone like to ask me things. hahha!what a interesting day...