Friday, August 7, 2009
Full moon today though it is not lunar 15th..not sure why.. but only 1 star closest to the moon can be seen.. didn't expect that i will blog today as i thought i won't have chance to do so...
heard before a saying of "a relationship should not be too long before it reaches another stage"? that's why sometimes we see people get married soon after they date. i don't know whether this saying is true. however, there are cases of couples separating even after many many years of relationship. at times, when we heard that a couple is getting married very soon after they dated for not long, it brings to wonder of whether the marriage will last. on the hand, there are also couples who went through long term courtship and got married but eventually separated soon after that. so which is which? it's hard to say...
honestly, i was a little dishearted earlier. last time, we used to share things. now, it seems like i was only inform upon asking. through this period of time, i do feel guilty at times for not having sufficient time to spend outside and having to stay at home. thinking through again, i don't think i should anymore. all this while, in my mind is to do whatever i can when i have time and being able to. but it don't seems to be the same on the other side. it is perhaps true that i have the entire week for everybody whereas the other side has only 2 days for everyone. so maybe i shouldn't compare in this way. think from now on, i should simply no longer see things as important as i did and just let things goes as it wanted to and as how people see it. think i should readjust my priorities too since my priorities don't seems to be the same as people's priorities. stubbornly insist on it will only hurt and upset myself. what for, right? i don't wish to say "i'm tired" one day....
